Laughter erupts from the depths of my soul.  Like a dormant volcano coming to life.  It is unexpected and deep. There is a long, awkward pause on the other end of the phone.   The nurse repeats her message but tries different words.   Now I am gasping for air. This is a joyous, uncontainable laughter from very deep inside my soul. The velocity and uncontainableness surprises even me.  It is spilling out all over the airwaves, like lava, it bubbles and spreads.