All tagged death

STAND, just STAND! - Ephesians 6:11

Finding itself loosed from the long imprisoned cage deep inside of my being, raw fear made its way slowing up to my heart. It perched like a gargoyle above a city taunting me to look at it. I knew just one glance would give it permission to enter and destroy the peace that reigned in my heart and mind.

Caught in an emotional hurricane, I could feel the intensity of this battle increasing by each text message that arrived. Here are a few of them, “You should’ve never created me.” Seconds later, “I want to die.” Moments after that, “I’ll be dead before the day is over anyways.”

No Casket. No Funeral. No Body.

“There wasn’t a casket. There wasn’t a funeral. There wasn’t even a body.  No obituary was ever penned. No one sent sympathy cards. No one stopped by to check in. No one brought food by my home. In fact, it felt like no one even noticed that she had died, except me. I don’t have an exact date, but I do know that she is gone and in her place is someone that I don’t know….

Death in the Greenhouse - John 12:24

My view from "The Chair" this morning - John 12:24.  From my fleshly view, death seems so final.  It seems like the end, but maybe I’ve been wrong. Here is what I am discovering, it is most likely just the beginning! One of my words for 2018 was “Death”. Yes, you read that right, “Death”. I was NOT happy with that word and honestly we had a BIG wrestling match over it.

Micah 7:7 A Love Letter

I LOVE that I have a job where I get love notes like this from students! This particular one was written by a new second grader that I had not met yet. What a joy it was to finally hug this kiddo and welcome them to my library. I hung this note up and as I have read and reread it these last few weeks, I have been struck by His anticipation of our meeting and him being able to enjoy the books I have carefully chosen for the library.

Anticipation is the feeling of confident excitement for something that is going to happen. It can also be the act of preparing for something important. I think this kiddo’s letter is such a pure, unblemished example of both types.

John 12:24

My View From "The Chair" this morning - John 12:24.  Green houses are literally 50 shades of wonderful! If you've never been inside a backyard one, you should really put it on your bucket list.  Greenhouses allow us to plant things when it is still below freezing and down right nasty out.  Last summer my Mister toiled in the hot sun to put up our greenhouse.  I have to admit, I was enamored with it and wanted to use it as my personal "Studio" for writing.  He thought we should use it to grow plants.  I found it simply deliciousful to be in there, all dry and protected from the elements and safely tucked away from people.  The symphony of rain drumming against the roof along with the intermittent crescendos of howling  gusts of wind could make any racing mind forget their troubles.   

Proverbs 3:5

My view from "The Chair" this morning - Proverbs 3:5.  Lately, I've come to fully see how myopic and one-dimensional my understanding is of what I think His plan is for my life.  His vision is far-reaching and multi-dimensional.  I can't even start to comprehend what He sees and knows.  As I've stepped into 2018, I am practicing death and